Well, I guess denial reigns supreme.

You have to choose what you want in life. And stick to it. For whatever reason, your MG continues to not be stable. What you are doing still makes me think of Russian Roulette. If you want to stay in school, then just do that. I know it sucks not partying. What about partying once or twice a semester? What about using SOME exercise equipment in between semesters and be content to have walking around be the exercise during the semester.

I know you aren't stupid but boy are you stubborn. Are you Norwegian or something?

Annie