Hi Sue and anybody else that may be able to help,

Things are still really tough and I'm searching for an epileptologist in the Chicago region that might be able to help me out. I had an appointment with Dr. Tao an epileptologist at the University of Chicago, but it seems that because my insurance is not accepted, thus I cannot be seen. I feel like I'm nearing the end of my rope of coping. The psychiatrists at the university of Chicago coldly let go of my case, I'm desperately trying not to get into a suicidal state of mind. I don't have transportation or a job so I'm fearing becoming isolated this winter or winter at all. I was hoping fair weather would allow me to ride my bicycle. There are good things in my life as well, but I feel like I've been at the boiling point for the past decade with no way out. If anybody has any suggestions, I much appreciate them and will consider them with full attention as at this point I need true solutions.