I woke up a bit ago and could barely breathe, I went right into major anxiety, so I got up, took a migraine pill for the throbbing pain in my head and two .5 lorazepams for the severe anxiety. I feel AWFUL. NOW I know what it means to be afraid to sleep. I am going to try but I am really scared about breathing.

On the good news front things are looking up, Jackie had a awesome Halloween and we're looking forward to Thanksgiving and Christmas soon. I'll write more in the morning. WIsh me luck sleeping.