I wonder if I will sleep tonight or will it be another of those nights of pain...
I wonder how the rest of my week will be, I pray that things go well for myself and my patients this week
I wonder just what I will find at work in the am as I have had 4 days off from it to take my parents to Lincoln and back for tests on my dad
I wonder if my kids will ever get to move out of my spare bedroom and into their own home

I wonder if the "hospice kitty" will insist on laying on me again tonight, I think she thinks she helps me by laying on my chest and holding me still at night