Dottie,

It's Ok to rant... that's what we are here for. As you well know there is plenty of understanding and support on the forum. I'm glad you finally have a diagnosis. Putting a name to a medical problem and a way to treat it will make things a bit more bearable. With the right combination of medication and lifestyle modification you may be able to participate in the things you enjoy only a bit differently.

Stay strong,
Rachel