Tingles (cute name).......I will completely understand if you take this wrong, but I just need to speak my mind. Becauses you at least know who/how you got your PN, you at least have a mystery solved that some of us do not. When one has these symptoms and all they have to put in their pocket after test after test is "idiopathic" it is a hard pill to swallow. Also, when one gets PN from a disease property that was out of their control, again it is hard to accept. Your's on the other hand has explanation........we others feel like we have been shot from behind!

With that said, I do understand, we are frustrated at the "happening", you are probably very angry at yourself, neither is a good place to be.

I am glad you are doing something constructive and giving back to society by going into research, that is to be admired.