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Originally Posted by wishnomore
Thanks Alffe,
reading this a second time.. gives it a whole new meaning. I highlighted the toughest parts for me now... *sigh
Fortunately, now I am at a point in my life, where I don't stop and never do give up... I was taught that at such a young age here by my friends at the time, but sometimes my "past" and "grief" still wears me down and makes me wonder, why I keep going forward when I never stop and take in the scenery. And how I can teach myself to do that?  |
I so remember that young girl who was trying, really was expected to, take over the roll your dear mother left behind. It wasn't fair, you were just a kid and deserved to go on being just a kid but instead you cooked, and cleaned, and I think "role" played your way into adulthood at a very young age.
While that is very admirable, in a way..you are stuck back there. Just my opinion dear friend.
I found a darling old Christmas card from you today...it has a pop up tree and it's no wonder I saved it all these years.
I hope you sleep tonight.