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Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 2,871
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Magnate
Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 2,871
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I use to a lot Dawn. I had to learn how to accept and morn my life and recreat a new one.
I still have some anger issues, I am angry at the tenny bopper that made a poor decision and took my career and that life I wanted to hold onto away. I want my health, I want my old job, I want no headaches, and pain.
But, not to be so I am what I am. I guess I could deal better if there was justification and that girl had been punished, that the legal system could replace my lost wages, and help pay for the monies I borrowed to recreate this new life that can only work 12 hrs a week...
I remember a lot of nice days, I try to go all the way back to my kids being toddlers, family trips, holidays all the great times......then I cry.
Time goes forward, life changes, I hate not having control in any way over that...
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