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Old 02-16-2007, 10:54 PM
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Default Well I have not been traumatised per say..

But beleive it or not the day before my PN came on I was running around doing errands becuase the following afternoon I was picking up a relative from the airport.

I had been in one of those good old fashioned family disputes with this person,and had basically harboured ill feelings towards them because they had hurt me. This person is basically the family blacksheep if you will.

A few nights before their arrival, I was having horrible flashbacks and memories of all their wrong doings, and evil deeds. Just remembering all this was nothing short of agony,and I felt like I was torturing myself agreeing to receive them.

To make the long story short, I was running around doing errands in preparation to receive them the next day, and Wham.. My PN came on like a lightning bolt.

I honestly have no idea as to the extent this may have effected the onset of my PN, but I always wonder if I hadn't been in such emotional turmoil the week before, would things have been any different.
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