I'm glad you found this forum, it has been so helpful for me as well to have people understand. I'm sorry for all your suffering. It is really hard to live with. I'm a little past the one year mark also. Over time I've been able to handle reading better. For a long time I couldn't handle anything with much complexity, just simple sentence structure, that has improved over time. Tracking was really hard but that's improved as well. I don't know if I'll ever be "back to normal" I've just learned to be patient and not overtax myself, if it's too hard I just stop. I hope your rehab is helpful. Best wishes!