I'm in absolute shock reading your post. How can one person go thru so much and still come out the other side and smile. You are an absolute inspiration. I wish we could help you I really do. I hope that your family are taking great care of you too which I'm sure they are.

I will continue to keep you in my prayers as this is a definite must. It's times like these that you do wonder if anyone up there is actually listening. I'm hoping there is.
Take care