May I please offer my condolences???

I am so very sorry for the loss of your beloved Mother. Nothing seems to hurt as much as the loss of our parents. I too have lost both mine, and I can't tell you how many times a day I wish I could talk to one of them. There is always something I want to tell, ask, show them. My Dad has been gone 20 years, and Mom 7 years - yet still for a split second I feel I have to go to the phone to call Mom.
Bless your heart, I know the pain and it's miserable. But know that your Mom is watching over you. It won't be long and you WILL feel her with you - you'll smell her perfume or you might feel a tap on your shoulder, or just FEEL her presence -- but you will know she's there.

It will NOT be your imagination.
God bless you and I'll keep you in my prayers. Take care of YOU. Hugs, Lee