Tomorrow is the day! I have been rehearsing my attitude, and my speach of what I what and how I want to say it. I promise to not lose my cool because she is using this group as a way to sell avon. I think its unethical to poach this email list to bombard us with avon flyers every 3 days.

The DH leaves for a long hunting trip tomorrow, so I am stressed already, and dont want to head out to this group, when I could spend a few hours with him, but this needs to be done. DH is going to leave at the same time as I do in the AM and I may be late, but will show up and end this madness.

I have gotten it down that I am telling her IF there is a speaker of great interest to me i will TRY to show up, but if not, I am NOT going to be the anchor for this group simply to keep it alive. If it folds it would actually take pressure off me, because I wouldnt have to worry about going anymore, anyway. HA!

Thanks for all the support.