I wonder why my biological mother after 21 years (my birthday is Saturday) won't tell me my biological father's name, yet she communicates with him often.
I wonder why I hate my life so much.
I wonder why I always feel alone and I don't sleep nights.
I wonder why I can't get out of here (and by here I mean New England, the weather/season is wreaking havoc on my head and heart)
I wonder why I can't wonder like I want to