Thanks Diana:

I've been going off on Alan all day long and he finally came over to me and said "I know you are having a hard time but please don't take it out on me" and we hugged.

We just had a long talk about Frank and he told me I have to "let go and Let God". I just needed to vent and we spent about an hour just talking. I talked, he listened. There can be no answers where my son is concerned, and that's why sometimes a mom wants to bang her head against the wall but what does that accomplish??? Nothing actually.

So we talked and I'm quietly coming down back to reality. It's like a death in the family but there is no closure. That's the big difference with a situation that we deal with on a daily basis.


And I do appreciate your hug. Thanks so much for your kindness.

Love, Melody