. A semi truck ran a red light on a highway and hit me in my drivers door carrying 110,000 lbs of steel. I was life flighted and lived through what should have killed me. I spent so long getting my life back only to get TOS from all the scar tissue, Now after having the surgery I realize this pain will never go away. I left the house one day and a stranger changed the course of my life. Everyone tells me how lucky I am to have survived and be here, and I realize that, but I used to know what I was doing, now It's hard enough to get through a day with the pain and missing all the fun things all the while trying to figure out what my purpose for being here is . Although my online poker game is getting much better
Wow thanks for letting me vent... That felt good