Things came to a head this morn with my duaghter after the Civil Rights 'rep' to her to agree to only a one week extension on the close date for the case. Of course this means I have to go over everything and have it affect my goal of just enjoying as best as could Thanksgiving.

I felt like I had lost an ally when she related the call to this guy whom I have never talked to and who let me go thinking we were still going to mediate this case. I know she works in a black and white world in her kind of work and illness and human sservices is anything but that. So when she went black and white and said it was my word against my landlords and he had documented his side and said I hadnt made an appointment to have the old AC put back in it I felt like she was on their side. I did call to make that appointment but got his wife who was very cold and would only keep repeating to me "we will put this AC back in now that it has been cleaned" after I asked if it was still making the noise (of shutting down).

I am a mechanically inclinded person and I research the issue before I called and asked what would be reasonable to expect my landlords to do before they put it in. This person said all it would take is to turn it on and let it run to see if it made the noise that meant it would shut down and stop cooling. I said Angie all I need is to know this was done as putting back on something that doesnt work will further affect my health. I was already in worse shape from them intentionally putting a smaller one didnt say I knew that is exactly what was done. She finally said you have the choice to move out and that was the end of our conversation.

I told my daughter than anyone healthy is gonna look better in a situation like this if illness affects the process. The worker on the case changed and told me things that this person is now saying isnt the case.

I feel ganged up on and like I am just in the way of my daughters going on with a better like without me in the way. At the end my daughter said she is tired of being in the middle and trying to do so much. She said I need to call my other daughter more. She said she called her the other day and she denyed what I have said about not calling me back tho this infact is what has happened consistantly in the last weeks. Infact I called her this week for help today with a doctor appointment. I called her work phone. No call or email back. I have called her for a visit for 2 weeks to her cell and at work and again had not gotten a call back. So now it feels like my oldest is ...............

This is impossible. I cant get diagnosed and too much bother to the people I love.

I called a local hotline to quiet some of this and got some suggestions. The nurse she she felt the intimidation from my landlord qualified as Adult abuse. But when I called they said since he isnt responsible for my care that is not the case so that was a dead end. I just need to get to my acupuncture today I so hope as they will destress my body. Then if I just disappear for a few days things wont seem so hurtful and hopeless.

Annie59