Don't stop posting, Nikko!!!

We are here to listen and support you. Sometimes it is hard to know how to respond, especially when one is not well. But you must vent, and post, and get it all out.

I wonder if it might let you feel more comfortable starting a single thread about your situation as it progresses (kinda like i did related to my phase of being right now... moving andthensome). Everything gets "encapsulated," that way and people do read new posts. But everyone has their style and you need to do what feels best for you. If you need a break, ok, but do not concern yourself about us. We are, and will be here for you.

As far as not thinking well - i guess that comes partly from the PCS, and partly the bad bad emotionally draining and painful situation you are going through. FWIW, your posts do sound lucid to me. In any event, all the more reason to post. We can give you feedback, for better or for worse. At very least, we can listen and walk beside you.

As for your responding to others... one cannot and must not try to give what they do not have - oxygen mask principle. Focus on your own healing right now.

hugs
~ waves ~ and... keep us posted!