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Old 11-23-2010, 01:44 PM
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Well, my brother is in hospital again....vomitting, urinating & defecating blood.

There are times when I am SO angry with him because he is doing this to himself and I'm the poor, dumb slob who through no fault of my own managed to get Young Onset Parkinson's Disease.

I struggle with being angry that he is demonstrating a slow-motion suicide, with no regard for what those around him are being put through. Then I feel guilty because I know that he is sick and it isn't "nice" to be ****** off at a sick person....ARGH!

Thank you for listening to me vent.....!
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Each player must accept the cards life deals him or her: but once they are in hand, he or she alone must decide how to play the cards in order to win the game.
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dx'ed w/Young Onset Parkinson's Disease May 2006 at age 43. Symptomatic since 1997 or earlier. DBS June 22, 2010

dx'ed w/TN on right side 2007. GK x4, last GK 02/2013
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