I was just wondering if these things they are putting in you are made out of metal or plastic. If they are metal or have metal in them you might not want to go to a junkyard where they have those big magnets that pick up cars. Wouldn't want you to be made into a pancake. LOL

I hope you do get to stick around but I do know how that pain is. I have raised my meds lately and they are still not doing the job. Next month I will have an implant put in me too. At least it might be a way of identifying my body if I ever kick the bucket or get lost.

Your right about those hugs, it does take extra meds to be able to give good ones. I don't think that there's enough meds out there though to make those hugs any easier but I still give them.

Ada