Yes, I too am thankful for having found this forum recently. In just a short time, I have learned so much, but more importantly discovered that there are those who can related to what I'm experiencing. Validation. Not something I've got much of in the many professional office visits I've had. But then I am thankful for having found my neurologist, who diagnosed me and is working to make me whole. He says it is his gut feeling, I need a bit of it in my gut. But he has relieved my pain immensely and is helping me to dot the i's and cross the t's I need for my WC claim and my lawyer.
I am sorry about your loss, but what a blessing to have had such a wonderful relationship with your parents. I'm sure that has helped you deal along the way.
May the new year be kind to you as you work through your grief, and redefine your life finding new sources of encouragement. Not replacements, but new sources.
God bless you and may He soothe the ache of your heart with the balm of His love,
Have a quiet day.
pat