I hibernate in my room, and really dont like to see people either. I cringe when they bring me the phone, or say someone is here to see me.

I think some is depression, but for me it is just not really wanting to be bothered by anyone hardly.

I like when Vic calls though! He is a riot! So Vic this isnt for you bro.

But brothers and sisters, and even kids sometimes. All they want is to pump info out of me. After years of helping these folks, and not getting any reciprocation. Im like go away!

My brother just bought a new pick up, but never ever asks me if I need anything. Even after he lived with me for over 10 years, and I helped him kick crack, heroin, and cocain. My kids think of him more like a brother than I do.

But anyways, yes most of us probably are like that. You might have some depression. I think it goes with the territory.