Catra,
I'm so sorry for what you are dealing with. I hope you keep your faith!

This is the fear of probably most of us on this board, what if something 'happens to my doctor?'

My doctor had a small heart attack a couple years ago, and he advised me to get a 'family' doctor, since he's the only doctor I've used for about 20 years. Even if he were to retire, I'd freak out.
When you make calls, I don't know, it may be better to have someone do it, or have some of your records that you can email or fax. They always put their 'ears up' for drug seekers. It's not our fault. But, is what it is.

I'll keep you in my prayers.

Pete