welcome nj girl
sorry you are going through this I know pretty much ,how you are feeling,

getting good advice early on can only help but so often we donot

recovery is very slow with a head injury, so leaning to be patent with your self is not that easy

getting help from people with experience and helping those around you, to understand what has happened to you , will all help you and them to adjust

Time ! and recovery are one and the same there is every chance you will recover much of what, you feel is missing now, I struggle to find that missing part 3 years on and mistreatment by friends ,work mates and the state can gnaw at you

welcome to our online group nt is full of good people, please post the problems you encounter, we will help all we can