Well me ducks .. (a Derbyshire saying), its now December ... only another 12 days before the "meeting" ... I wonder if they will give me a date from that meeting?

I've had a few down days recently and would like to say thanks for the PM's .. am ok, just .. y'know ...

Sad, sad news yesterday. My little car failed it's MOT and it's just not going to be worth repairing it. So I had to phone the garage today and ask them to take it to car heaven.

I don't think Mike understands, but I feel even more disabled. At least with my car I could get out. I've been walking a little with my crutches but have found that the cold weather makes me stiff with cold and brings on the back spasms ... I was very lucky that Mike was home the other week and I could call him to collect me as I was in tears.

I'm a bit low about this ... I'll bounce back .. there's always something good that comes out of things that happen ...