Ol'cs

You know just because you have PD does not mean you have PD induced depression. You might have regular people depression. Have you tried to get therapy - not for PD - for clinical depression? If you can't afford it, have you at least called a suicide hotline? When you feel entirely hopeless, you often believe therapy won't help, anti-depressants won't help, but the truth is they probably will. It may not take away your PD symptoms, but these two approaches either separately or together can and probably will make your outlook better. By the way, that youtube video can only make matters seem worse. Stop watching it. Give yourself a chance by at least considering some of my un-asked for advice.

Ann