It really bites that everyone is there to cheer you on, when you know you will have consequences later . . . and it seems no one is there for you when you hit the wall and can't get up. Hang in there.
I know how it is to miss out on an experience because of a flare up or health issue . . . my last trip, for a 5 day plein air painting workshop, was rudely interrupted by a gall bladder attack . . . actually two! And that was on top of Crohn's issues and walking difficulties . . . Imagine planning a week at the beach, only to find that the sand feels like broken glass on your feet! I was so bummed that I could no longer wiggle my toes in the sand . . . because of the pain!
I am still recovering from two days of Thanksgiving fun, and I didn't even overdo anything. . . .
You will be in my thoughts and prayers . . .