Everyone has those days. My husband especially, but even me, find myself often standing in the shower crying. Id love to have our life back. But I realize that its never going to be the same. That doesnt mean we've given up hope. We hope and pray it will get better. We have faith that it will. We understand that things wont be the same and thats ok. But yea, sometimes when Im feeling frustrated and Im down, I take me a nice long hot shower, have my cry, by the time Im out of the shower and dressed again I feel better, I can put on a smile and make it through the day.

Good luck sweetie, Im praying for ya!