To All and @ Debbie D,

Debbie wrote: "I understand how this has weakened your resolve to fight. I understand that the trip, in concert with the infection, can sap you.

But do you really wish to leave now? Is it truly your time?

Only you can answer that."

Interesting you should say this as I'm sure many are thinking it but won't bring it out. "I" don't have the choice to leave now or stay. As my wonderful PCP always is telling me, "Doctors prescribe, God decides." That is how it is for me too. Only God knows when he is finished with me and my time to move on has come. No matter how bad I may feel, I will never throw away that which God has so freely given. His will shall be done and only he knows when it will be time.

It will be when it will be and it is not up to me. In the mean time my journey continues.

Thank you all for your warm comments of support and concern as they are all appreciated.