Hi there and welcome to NeuroTalk LucysFlower! How did you choose your username?
Sorry for all that ails you, but you're right, this is a supportive group here. We can't make your issues go away, but perhaps your heart will feel a little lighter after a visit here.
Depending on what time you posted, sometimes it can get buried in the 2nd or 3rd page and be overlooked. Sorry about that! Hope you stick around and hang out here with us.