Rae reminded me to read David's writings, he railed against God in anguish, anger, pain, discouragement, and also recognition that the almighty is there as friend nevertheless. I have been in a very dark spot these many weeks, and I can truly relate to the disappointment, the questions, the wondering, and yes, the anger, why would I be given this wondrous means to control pain without mindaltering meds only to find it SO difficult to get back into the ranks of the employed? WHY??? WHY???? So, I talk to God, and then I try to sit back and listen for those answers only given through lessons taught in God fashion.

I try,
I pray, and for you too,
Mark56