I am seriously considering trying to stop my pain meds because I know somewhere deep inside that I have a problem with them. I take Percocet, Xanax, and use the Fentanyl patch everyday. I also take muscle relaxants three at a time and sleep pretty much 24/7. I think that it's pretty much to escape. Yes, I do need them for the pain control, but I KNOW that they've become a crutch, also. It truly frightens me to ever possibly be without them yet I feel that I am so hooked on them. I've taken all of them for the past 9 years....everyday - and many times everyday. I hope I can make the right decision, yet I can't face having to handle the pain on my own. I'm glad that you were able to work it out.