thanks for the reply. Myself I own the NY State tax department like a firrst born, and I don't have the skill to fix the situation. My dad is paying my cable, I just paid rent and electric today (10 days late). Just wondering, does Ambein work or would I just sleep a lot. I have overdosed (I am told) twice before. I feel I look normal, just can't fiind someone like me. I just took my evening pills and am starting to fade. How do people keep going on? Many suffer more than my TBI and PTSD, I am lost....