I'm so sorry you are having a rough time. I'm so glad you have your son. Is there anyway you can move to a part of the country where the weather favors you better? I guess you are near your family where you are so I hope they are giving you lots of support. I try to email or Facebook friends because I don't really feel like going out and I can't walk much anyways. That way I feel connected still and not so isolated. That's exciting you have a boyfriend!!!!