You know when you are going to the doc for a "check up" and you just have a feeling of "doom"? I've had some new "symptoms" today and over the 3 day weekend and I'm not feeling so confident. Going to the doc in about 15 minutes and just insecure feelings are running through my head.

I just got a feeling of "who would be there for my girls if something ever happened to me?" I lost my mom a few years ago, and my girls are just now in their early 20's. Who would be there for them if I weren't around? I have a half sister, but she is so self absorbed, my daughters already don't like her because they see right through her.

Their dad is currently divorcing his 3rd wife, (darn, she was a keeper too!) You know, you think about what material things you would leave your kids, but it really makes you think about who you would want to give them "life" advice if anything happened to you.

This is something I will be thinking about over the next few days. I don't know why it came into my head, but it's something I can't let go of until I figure it out!

Thanks for being my sounding board.

Terri