Depression can grab a firm hold on you and prevent your very connection with the likes of we who are supporting you. Been there, done that, it is NOT a good place to be.

Stay on here and share so we can respond, hold you up best we can, give what we have to give and come alongside. That wait for the letter or call letting you know of the scheduling date for the trial is a long long wait, I know and remember thinking it was not going to come........ then it did. THEN, once I had the AHHHHhhhhhh of WOW, this works, I had the wait through infection, healing, and scheduling for the real McCoy, the permanent install, and believe you me...... it seemed to take quite a while to get on calendar....... THEN..... it was there! Voila'

It'll come, it'll come, it'll come..... yes it will.
Prayin,
Mark56