I wonder if I started a "snitty" bug on here....ha ha ha!

I wonder why I didn't spell Allfe's name right? What's gotten into me?

I wonder why I don't feel so hopeless today? I've just decided that I wouldn't be a whiner-baby today....so far, so good.

I wonder how many more books I can read before the end of the year? So far I've read 109 and I'm going for 150 or more next year. My house looks like I'm at the library...but that's good because it's one of my favorite places!

I wonder if I mentioned that I'm writing for a publication from Virginia next year? I've written for them before and they've extended the contract; I'm so glad!

I wonder if my family here knows that I really love them? I hope so...

I wonder why it takes so many trials to make me TRY harder to be a nicer person? Can't I just learn to be nice on my own???

I wonder if I told you that one of the reasons I'd been away so long was because I'd been in the hospital in a coma and hubby had to make some big decisions for me at that time? I can't remember any of it - before or for several days after coming out of it and that really bugs me but hubby says that I should be really happy to not be able to remember it. The neuro says that I shouldn't even try to remember right now; it will come to me someday, maybe, but it wasn't pretty.

I wonder why I can't remember? I guess it's okay but it's just odd to have lost so much time....and it's scary, too. It makes me wonder if it will happen again?