Annie, This may be hard to hear and I may have absolutely no idea what I'm talking about . . . maybe it's time to consider a nursing home or assisted living. From your many posts, it doesn't sound like you can care for yourself well and what care you are receiving does not sound good. There's only so much we can do here for you. Support and encouragement does not get you the doctoring you need or the home care you need.

I'm not trying to be harsh it's that I'm simply overwhelmed by the amount of help you need that you are obviously not getting. I hope someone in your family or a social worker or someone else can help you out. I hope you can enjoy the holidays in spite of what is going on.

Annie