Jenna its wonderful to read your posts and to see how well you are doing. Imagine its taking ALL your pain away and isnt that just magnificent. Im so intrigued also about this 'buzzless' stim Sounds so techy.....but its doing the job and thats the thing isnt it.....get the job done!! excellent

Dont be too upset with yourself for having down days, as Rae said, yes in hospital you are treated like royalty....well especially in our Private hospitals more like an hotel at times. So naturally when you get home, having been so well in hospital all of a sudden, wallop, you now feel the effects of the whole experience, so its natural. Try to relax into it now and take it handy. Santa will be arriving, AND there is plenty of snow for him and his reindeers/sleigh!!! goodness have you ever seen so much so. We have a foot in our garden now AND its still snowing!!! so I hope that you and your hubby and those beautiful girls have a fantastic Christmas and New Year.....and keep us updated on how you are doing!!

Jackie