Thanks everyone, I will think when I am there, that you all are there too. It will make me smile. Woke up at 4am, but I did sleep well with the help of my Klonapin and Trazadone. I also take my Cymbalta and Lamictal at night.

I will take my Klonapin as directed today 3x, probably a few extra, since my body seems to fight off meds when I get really nervous and anxious.

Today will bring some sort of closure, once I know where he will end up, then I can bring my divorce papers to court to file, with $200.00 and in 63 days be free and divorced. I bought the divorce kit for $35.00 at the book store, my girlfriend told me about it. Let's hope he gets at least 2 months, so I can be already divorced when he gets out of jail. I need prayers please.

I will write when I can, it is going to be a long day for sure.

I'll be thinking of you all, thanks so much for all of your support.

If I have a panic attack or get emotional, I can just get up and walk out of the court room, my p-doc told me that.

Have a good day. Nikko