thank you Barbo..... i just got off the phone with my cousin and we had a nice visit..... she lost her mom several years ago and we were talking about how the "first" of everything is hard. BUT it doesn't mean it still cant be good.
It gonna be different this year, but its still going to be good.
Its a chance to start making new memories for my family..... and that is what i'm going to do....... start making good memories.......