Hi Tattoo! Welcome.
Why are you on pain meds? Which ones are you working to get off of? Do you have a plan? a good MD to stand by you? PLEASE dont just stop taking them, it can cause seizures and other disorders. its best to cut back a little bit at a time. You will have much more success if you go slowly.
PLEASE tell your MD what you are doing. The one person in the whole world you dont want to lie to or try to decieve is your MD. If you have a bad egg, go egg shopping and get one who is supportive of you.
Welcome to the club house. Pull up a chair and tell us about yourself.