I've done everything possible this year to "catch the spirit of Christmas." This includes:
- Playing Christmas CD's in my office constantly
- Watching every Lifetime and Hallmark Christmas movie
- Watching my personal DVD's for Christmas
- Buying special cinnamon and Douglas Fur scents
- Buying special Christmas Scented candles to burn
- Lighting the Christmas tree while watching TV at 3:00 AM
The long and short of it........"NOTHING!" I have so many blessings in my life at this time but I have one overwhelming thought I can't shake. Is this my last Christmas? Stupid, I know.