Going to bed for two days was exactly what you needed to do dear lady. Sometimes we just have to shut it all down if we are to ever rise again.
I've said it before...I am in awe of people who have to live with chronic pain....it makes those "choices" we talk about very appealing. The lure of death..as Pter used to say, is a lie because whatever demons (he believed) we suffer in life, would continue in death. No comfort in that thought.

So I'll pray some more for those of you that I've come to "know" here.