Welcome to my world.

I completely feel the same way. Only reason, I think, that I go on is because I want to outlive my father and my dog, but sometimes that doesn't seem to be enough.

Sorry for hijacking your thread, just your quote rang so true to my life. Today, I was thinking (just thinking) about suicide, and one way I was thinking of was the way the old man in the new Wall Street movie did it; but then I think maybe it would hurt and I would fail somehow. But that scene keeps replaying in my mind.