Thanks JO...And Lara and Curious and Mrs D.

I did not mean to scare you all. I am so sorry. I even scared myself. I could not control it and it seemd so desperate

But it is all going back to normal. Two hours now off patch and I feel better. RSD feelings still there but I will take that over those emotions and lack of control I was feeling. those feelings were so not me. I am happy one

Thank you thank you thank you

Gotta go drink now per JO

truly thank you guys, I was so scared.