Thanks JO...And Lara and Curious and Mrs D.
I did not mean to scare you all. I am so sorry. I even scared myself. I could not control it and it seemd so desperate
But it is all going back to normal. Two hours now off patch and I feel better. RSD feelings still there but I will take that over those emotions and lack of control I was feeling. those feelings were so not me. I am happy one
Thank you thank you thank you
Gotta go drink now per JO
truly thank you guys, I was so scared.