Things are getting a little bit better. I am on a waiting list for a call to get an appointment with state and local agencies which is poopie at best. They are so understaffed and underfunded here there really is not much help you can get quickly. I was told to expect at least 6 months before any assistance will come my way. I wanted to say thanks to everyone I was really down. I am feeling better. I am still trying to get him (my bf) to read that (guide that mark sent) but he works and always says he doesn't have time. I don't have a printer but I think it would be worth it to go to the library and print it out. I hope you are are doing well.