Lara, Thanks for checking back mate! (thats the extent of my Aussie )

I guess I may never know whether it was the Topamax or the clonidine and I do not care which both sucked. It does not matter what med, if it has any effect on mood I react badly to it. And yes I stopped that 5-HPT, took it one night and it made me edgy.

Its funny I had my serotonin tested and its low likely due to pain but I am not depressed, I am a happy person. I wonder but makes me react like that to meds like today. It makes me wonder how I can affect pain and serotonin without incurring that effect and having to take meds like that.

Anyway I cannot thank you enough for your care and compassion.