well offically had to pack the car with essentials and make the grueling three hour drive to my bf place to move there as my parents kicked me out and the emotional and verbal abuse was getting to be too much...mom was changing everything I was saying about me into something about her....so now in Kingston..........beautiful Kingston...nice little city .....until I move to Calgary in two months......b@$5@37$ couldn't even wait two damn months........they deny it say I left and it is all as always my fault......dealing mentally with a lot of garbage and have to realize that people don't all have good ententions at heart as I do....I live with others as a priority they have themselves as the priority so I suffer......better here.....but need time to digest will be sad not to have a relationship with them, but this is the second time they have done this to me and denied they did it.....they live in denial...not my style....if I do something wrong I own up to it......so Ideal with it and don't have to brood......however as I said not all of us are the same....they can't understand my pain and never will.......they said as I left i hope you can get the help you need to get mentally better.....ha ha ha...my pain doc just told me I was dealing with my pain very well and he was surprised by how well........but my folks think I have a psycologyical problem....hmmmmmm

ok thanks for the vent guys love ya'll
hugs,
Victoria